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Sian.. so busy..

2005-01-18T04:40:00.000-08:00

Haishs.. so long never upload le.. going to rot soon!!! hahas.. wah, i so tired, so sian, so busy oso.. sec 2 life suxs.. haishs. Can i just have a break? as well as HIM... aiyooo.. he so busy with his O's.. and spend most of his time STUDYING den toking to me.. aiyoyoyoyoyoyo.. thats not the case wors.. shldnt be liddat de.. hahas.. okok nahss.. i beri busy.. hahas.. bubyes!!

school open..

2005-01-07T05:05:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. its like dunno how long never online liao wor.. oso never update.. this blog abit rusty le.. hahas.. hmm.. so stressful this few days.. haishs.. the stupid school make me liddat de.. must blame moron? lols.. haishs.. Miss Audrey Lee our class mentor.. not bad lah.. at least better then the previous Ms Toh Yan Ri.. hahas.. hmm.. actually hor.. i dun even understand wad the heck did Mr tan yong chuan say during maths lesson.. i downt here act guai kia.. but dun even noe wad the bloody hell he say.. Mr siah mahh science teacher.. so heng wors!!! hahas.. heng not Mr lim yan Tuck.. lols.. that bloody teacher leh.. LOL.. hahas.. >.L i miss him wors.. how neh? iaya.. nevermind.. this is to 'bu chang' last few days de missing entries.. hope can help.. bye.. =)

School Reopen lerr ehh...

2005-01-03T18:37:00.000-08:00

Wow.. suprised i should say? School reopen le eh!! lolS.. its like long long time never go back to school le.. long long time i never wear my school uniform le.. hahas.. now suddenly school reopen le.. abit 'guai guai' de.. hahas.. den in school must act guai guai le.. hahas.. nolar.. i actually jiu very guai de.. hahas!! wah.. today sabo ppl so sucessful eh.. hahas.. Audrey kena sabo V.chairperson.. lols.. Hmm.. abit wierd eh.. hahas.. Audrey V chair wor.. not bad.. not bad.. hahas..
Wah.. Form teacher Miss Lim.. not bad oso nah.. she vr nice.. hahas..! Hmm.. get along quite well lor.. cos hor like long time never see le.. see each other so guai, dun dare to say hi.. hahas.. hmm.. 1st day of school le.. den we might not have any time to tok le.. haishs.. nevermind.. xi guan jiu hao.. -.- Haole.. i go play game le.!! ByeSs!!!

You'll never noe..

2005-01-02T05:18:00.000-08:00

tell your girlfriend/boyfriend how much they mean to you and how much you love them. You'll never know... this might be the last time......... Chinie is a typical college girl who enjoys life to the fullest. She loves her boyfriend so much and texts him every now and then. JM is Chinie's boyfriend who works in a call center in Ortigas. He's always busy doing so many things. He only manage to reply to Chinie's texts when he got off from work. One time JM receive a message from Chinie: "hi baby! how r u? miss u! call me when u come home k?! tc! lovu!" JM ignored the message because he always receive the same message whenever it is time for him to go home from work. "baby,i miss u already! did u eat yet?! take care when u go home! ill be w8ing 4 ur call. lovu!" "baby,where r u?! u're not replying to my msg. well,ill b here w8ing for ur call! lovu! JM reaches home and lay on his bed. The last time he knew is tha he's reading Chinie's text. He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't able to return Chinie's call. He can still hear his phone beeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on the message. When he woke up the next day, he remember that he needs to call Chinie. He ignored the messages and dialed Chinie's #. No one's answering in her house. He called up her cellphone and he was surprised that her father answered the call. In his voice you can feel his tears and hear his heart tearing apart. "JM,why'd u call just now? Chinie's been waiting for u!" "Dad sorry.i was tired so i fell asleep. i called at home but noone answered.wher are u now?." "just wait for us at home" JM went to Chinie's house and much to his surprised he saw a lot of people inside. The house were so lighted but you can see the gloom on every person you'll meet there. He was greeted by Chinie's mom on tears. She hug him tight and cried on his shoulders. "Chinie was waiting for u. she didnt go out with us coz she was waiting for ur call. she was killed las night by some robbers who came in here. she's gone JM, she's gone" "Ma,Chinie texted me last night..how could that have happened?!" JM can't look who's inside the coffin. He can't move and it feels like his whole body is stucked on the chair his seating. He wanted to cry but it seems that something is blocking his tears to fall down. He turn to his phone and read the messages of Chinie. "baby, ill be w8ing for u to call. i wont go out with dad anymore!" "baby, im scared. i think theres som1 downstairs. pls call me already!" "baby, theyre here. wut f they kill me. pls call me. baby where r u? i need you here now. please baby i can hear them come..." "baby.... i love you!..." He wanted to shout and cry so loud. It's true that Chinie is waiting for his call. Up to her last breath she only thinks about him. He stare at Chinie inside the coffin. Suddenly tears starts flowing down his cheeks. He can't say anything. The only words he uttered... "My baby, i'm so sorry! I could have known, i could have fight for you! i'm really sorry! I love you so much!"

love hurts..

2005-01-01T19:39:00.000-08:00

Love hurts!letting go of a person u've just learned to lovereminiscing the good times u shared togethershielding ur heart to love somebodytrying to hide what u really feeltrying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from ur eyesloving a person too muchgiving up someone u never thought of giving uphaving the right love at the wrong timetaking the risk to fall in love againhiding ur relationship from someone elsecontrolling ur feelings to avoid hurting a friendthinking of him every waking and sleeping momentknowing all the while that he never even thinks a single thought of you...trying to let go, because everytime you see the person, you only fall deeperholding back only to find out when it's too late,you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each otherso much that you didn't let the feelings outfalling in love with someone you didnt mean to fall inlove withfinding the perfect person...with only one prob....he doesnt love you...helping the one you love court your friendseeing the one you love crying for someone elsethe waiting also hurts like hellhaving to hear "... I've met someone"agreeing to his wish to "just be friends"asking his freedom back bcoz "he'd be happier with her" asking u to "forget that everything happened" and be "normal friends" againhearing that u're treated as a sistersharing his future plans for the girl with youu stopped being friends bcoz his gf asked him tobeing denied in front of peopletelling u lies where he'd been when actually, he was with a "new friend" or an "old flame" he told u he'd be leaving u to return to or because of his exbreaking someone's heartfighting for that one thing that would make you happythat is, holding on to a person who cannot guarantee you his commitment unless he fix himself...then, you are left hanging for the moment...then he/she says, time will tell... but you still decided to have hope in him and trust himPRETENDING you're OK when inside you're dying...PRETENDING to be strong.... and RECOGNIZING your weaknesslying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can neverhave...being with someone you can't actually love...pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love...being in love...letting go even if you really don't want to...having no right to say you are hurting because it was your decisionseeing the person you love hurt because of you...and not being able to help that person...having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the person you love and finding out afterwardsthat things will never be the same again when he doesnt treat you with the same closeness as beforehaving to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerableadmitting that you love someone despite his imperfectionsfinding out that the more you try to hate himthe more you end up loving himperhaps even more than beforerealizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-upthe thought that this boy, used to really love youand you loved him as well but youdidn't give enough and he gave up on youSharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else.....making a promise....and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered....the commitment is no longer there...the hardest thing about love - believing it existsAfter you've been hurt......learn to forgive...learn to trust and love again.

boys and gurls

2005-01-01T19:34:00.000-08:00

If a boy cries in front of you,it means that he couldn't take it anymore.
If you took his hand,he would stay with you for the rest of your life.
If you let him go,he couldn't go back to being himself anymore.
A boy won't cry easily,except in front of the person who he love the most,he becomes weak.
A boy won't cry easily,only when he love you the most,he put down his ego.
Girls, if a boy cried bcoz of you,please hold his hands firmly,he's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Girls, if a boy cried bcoz of you,please don't give him up,maybe bcoz of your decision,you ruin his life.
Don't do this to a boy,You may regret for the rest of your life.Maybe in your life,he's the only one that love you the most.

u might regret 1 day if u ignore this messege.. u will miss the 1 u love.. for he should be the 1 that loves you the most..

Completion of blogg

2005-01-01T05:46:00.000-08:00

Wow! My dear blogg, finally complete lerr =) Hehe..
Ok, firstly lets just start with, a warm and nice 'Happy New Year'! Wow.. another year has past lerr.. The 1st dayy of 2005.. wee.. so happyy worSs.. school opening lerr.. i miss school shoo muchh ehh.. wow.. especially mahh frenss.. the 1st day of school, 03-01-2005, sure will listenn to the openingg of the schooll and the welcommingg of the secondary 1'ss studentss.. hmm.. wishh themm all thee bestt.. in kranjii.. that moron suree torture themm dee.. ass theirr seniors.. must savee themm froom thee terribble principlee eh.. hahas.. ok.. cyaa.. miss euu`